Last wensday i want to my first My chemical romance concert. It was amazing! I was in the pit. Omg what a rush. I was sweating places i never knew i could sweat!! ( okay maybe u didnt need to know that).
But i was front there, where they could see me! i was right in front of the stage! I was getting pushed like everywhere, and i fell 2 times, but the people around me picked me up

First drive by came out to play for like 1 hour, and then they needed to set up for a difrent band and that took 30 minutes, and then taking back sunday come out, they were amazing. Than they took 40 minutes to set up for mcr, and then they came out!!!! i started to cry. Gerard and ray looked me right in the eye, and smiled. i was so close!

I almost fainted. I was screaming so much, i got a migrain and my throat was throbbing. It was the best moment of my life. They were unbelievable!

But why was i so upset by the end?
This might sound weird, but
I know alot about them, like i know them
I have done over 4 projects and reports on them
I have every cd and all the merch
I watched every video, and all the youtube videos
Its like i know them, but they have no idea who i am.
Thats what makes me so sad.
Its weird, but i dont get this way with anything or anyone else.
Only them..
I never knew i could feel this way, ever.